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читать дальшеУImmortalityФ.
Finally IТm in a place where fear doesnТt exist. I have ruled it out by careful application of inventiveness and control. My life is now safely sustained and nourished, the treasure that it is. Indeed, I have become precious and loved.
But I am not conceited. DonТt mistake my realism for vanity, for it is based on the facts. The facts, you ask? Yes, my girl, I answer, and I hope that you, my listener, are indeed a girl. In all senses of the word.
If you are, you have something that I need. Oh no, donТt fear, I wonТt force you. I have told already that the place we are now is beyond fear. ThereТs only eternal love, and friendship, and compassion. No matter what my needs and desires are, I cannot take it from you without your consent. But I can make you consent, for I have become proficient. You donТt yet know how much capable I can be.
Let me show you. DonТt be offended by my uniform or the insignia. This is your education speaking, the things they have stuffed your head with, and not you. They have taught you to believe this is wrong and dangerous. I wonТt deny that this can be useful sometimes, an extra argument for those uncompliant ones, the ones that have grown used to fear authority. But youТre not one of those, are you? They have also taught you that what I need to do is wrong. You will laugh when I repeat that this is a misconception, too, but thatТs a fact and you know that I value facts above all.
Do you expect me to order you? Of course, sometimes itТs easier this way, when I feel backed up by the whole system I am part of. My uniform makes me one of them, a brotherhood of the equal-armed cross of the Sun that wants to include the whole world into its light. But right now I donТt need the world; I want to conquer you.
DonТt make another mistake Ц I donТt want you on your knees. This may come as a revelation: you will want to tell everybody about it later on, because everybody knows the men like me donТt kneel. But me and them are only brothers; not twins. I am different. Therefore I kneel in front of you and it feels right. Yes? For me it does.
Please unzip. Let me see you. Let me touch. IТm here for you to touch. My skin is warm and soft, and my hands are skilful. I have built this skill for you, pieced together every little move so that I can give more pleasure. DonТt look at the sign on my sleeve; look at my palm, how it wraps around you, tenderly. Will you believe if I tell you this is how my hand wraps around the grip of my gun? Probably you will, as it would be in character of what you imagine of me.
I wonТt contest everything they have told about me in the history books. It would be pointless. There was cruelty, and there was murder, and there was pain. There always is, and will be. But I am more than that, so much more. I can be convincing, I can be embracing, I can be engulfing. IТm overwhelming you now; sorry if your brain feels shattered. IТd speak on to appease the turmoil your mind has turned into, but my mouth is going to be too busy elsewhereЕ
ЕThank you. Thank you for the gift you have given me, so generously and willingly. I want to believe that you were willing by yourself, beside my administrations. I like the look in your eyes. A good mixture of surprise and affection. I have affected you, havenТt I? You want to know my name Ц this is predictable. In your untrained weakness you are afraid you will forget me. Though IТm sure of the opposite, I will tell you my name anyway, for I want to be generous, too. Say it aloud. Stretch it on your lips as I have stretched mine over your cock. Taste its sound like I have tasted you. You feel closer to me now, I know it.
Yes, youТre free to go. I have no fear of letting you go. I wonТt lose you. My certainty is not in the walls that enclose your cell in the camp of which I am the warden; it is so that your life is now inside me. ItТs not the walls and the barbed wire, itТs me that encompasses you. Do you see now how pointless it would be to try to run away?
DonТt be frightened to turn your back on me though. Go. No, it wasnТt a click of the gun Ц you misheard. Come on, I open the door.
I must say youТve almost managed. Well, at least, you were close Ц closer than many others ever got to, almost on the doorstep. But you must have known that I wouldnТt bear it if you started telling others about me. Now youТre lying on the floor, so calm and so dead, and I feel slightly regretful. Only for a moment, though Ц for I know that you, the essence of you, are still inside me. I now contain you, and inside me you are immortal.
They do speak about me outside of this room, to which female prisoners are taken sometimes but never let out. They say that I am what I eat. This is a fact Ц donТt smile, youТre dead! Ц and it means that now you are me.
You will never get out because I am your prison. Got'ya?
Finally IТm in a place where fear doesnТt exist. I have ruled it out by careful application of inventiveness and control. My life is now safely sustained and nourished, the treasure that it is. Indeed, I have become precious and loved.
But I am not conceited. DonТt mistake my realism for vanity, for it is based on the facts. The facts, you ask? Yes, my girl, I answer, and I hope that you, my listener, are indeed a girl. In all senses of the word.
If you are, you have something that I need. Oh no, donТt fear, I wonТt force you. I have told already that the place we are now is beyond fear. ThereТs only eternal love, and friendship, and compassion. No matter what my needs and desires are, I cannot take it from you without your consent. But I can make you consent, for I have become proficient. You donТt yet know how much capable I can be.
Let me show you. DonТt be offended by my uniform or the insignia. This is your education speaking, the things they have stuffed your head with, and not you. They have taught you to believe this is wrong and dangerous. I wonТt deny that this can be useful sometimes, an extra argument for those uncompliant ones, the ones that have grown used to fear authority. But youТre not one of those, are you? They have also taught you that what I need to do is wrong. You will laugh when I repeat that this is a misconception, too, but thatТs a fact and you know that I value facts above all.
Do you expect me to order you? Of course, sometimes itТs easier this way, when I feel backed up by the whole system I am part of. My uniform makes me one of them, a brotherhood of the equal-armed cross of the Sun that wants to include the whole world into its light. But right now I donТt need the world; I want to conquer you.
DonТt make another mistake Ц I donТt want you on your knees. This may come as a revelation: you will want to tell everybody about it later on, because everybody knows the men like me donТt kneel. But me and them are only brothers; not twins. I am different. Therefore I kneel in front of you and it feels right. Yes? For me it does.
Please unzip. Let me see you. Let me touch. IТm here for you to touch. My skin is warm and soft, and my hands are skilful. I have built this skill for you, pieced together every little move so that I can give more pleasure. DonТt look at the sign on my sleeve; look at my palm, how it wraps around you, tenderly. Will you believe if I tell you this is how my hand wraps around the grip of my gun? Probably you will, as it would be in character of what you imagine of me.
I wonТt contest everything they have told about me in the history books. It would be pointless. There was cruelty, and there was murder, and there was pain. There always is, and will be. But I am more than that, so much more. I can be convincing, I can be embracing, I can be engulfing. IТm overwhelming you now; sorry if your brain feels shattered. IТd speak on to appease the turmoil your mind has turned into, but my mouth is going to be too busy elsewhereЕ
ЕThank you. Thank you for the gift you have given me, so generously and willingly. I want to believe that you were willing by yourself, beside my administrations. I like the look in your eyes. A good mixture of surprise and affection. I have affected you, havenТt I? You want to know my name Ц this is predictable. In your untrained weakness you are afraid you will forget me. Though IТm sure of the opposite, I will tell you my name anyway, for I want to be generous, too. Say it aloud. Stretch it on your lips as I have stretched mine over your cock. Taste its sound like I have tasted you. You feel closer to me now, I know it.
Yes, youТre free to go. I have no fear of letting you go. I wonТt lose you. My certainty is not in the walls that enclose your cell in the camp of which I am the warden; it is so that your life is now inside me. ItТs not the walls and the barbed wire, itТs me that encompasses you. Do you see now how pointless it would be to try to run away?
DonТt be frightened to turn your back on me though. Go. No, it wasnТt a click of the gun Ц you misheard. Come on, I open the door.
I must say youТve almost managed. Well, at least, you were close Ц closer than many others ever got to, almost on the doorstep. But you must have known that I wouldnТt bear it if you started telling others about me. Now youТre lying on the floor, so calm and so dead, and I feel slightly regretful. Only for a moment, though Ц for I know that you, the essence of you, are still inside me. I now contain you, and inside me you are immortal.
They do speak about me outside of this room, to which female prisoners are taken sometimes but never let out. They say that I am what I eat. This is a fact Ц donТt smile, youТre dead! Ц and it means that now you are me.
You will never get out because I am your prison. Got'ya?